Squall's Tank

 

i would say this is really a nice trip, though under the thread of H1N1.

 

Florida, the sunshine state, is raining! u kidding me? i was expecting a lot of sunshine, com'on man, its summer time. 'but it s raining season...' ok, i heard u. However,  the rain will nv stop a lady from shopping, i mean her, who is my colleague. alright, i got to walk around too, with a lot of bags and heavy stuff in my hands

 

and Rod was like 'aerrrr...' all the time, acting like so drunk. Priya was like 'pfu..pfu..pfu...', spitting her saliva everywhere. they are funny, i like those ppl.

 

as promised, i would call my friends in US. so i made the call, to GZC, geez, voice mail, though u already told me u might not have e signal there. so next call to MLK, we were talking like 1hr, wao, we have not met since last WORLD CUP, i talking about soocer, my Germany kicked his Agentina's ass. AND, when i ckecked out the bill, it cost me 140 for that 1hr call? geez! nvm, totally worth it. but, but, but 10+ for the voice msg, WTF, wat a waste! GZC, u better go somewhere that gives us e signal next time.

 

12hr transit is ridicious, but coming back to LA is like 'ok, whatever, i can do it'. although i always said I prefer SF much more, i guess maybe thats y it welcomed me with a freezing temperature, while i was wearing a close-fitting shirt and a short. when the wind started hitting me, i was like 'oh, man, i cant move my leg. give me some sunshine pls'. not until i walked into McDonald's and saw the breaking news on TV, will then i realize that, Michael Jackson just DIED in LA.

 

I mean we were such big fans of him, love his songs, love his moves. remember back in secondary school, 3 of us sang the song 'Heal the World'. it was so touching, i mean the song, we sang like shit. that is the best song i ever know. and now he s gone, like Eagles, left only Hotel California in my memory.

 

and i have to say business class is totally different, especially flying with SQ, u know, one of the best airlines in the world. and 17 again, the movie, by Chandler! i love him, i love Mic, and i was like crying, like i used to be. i would not let me tears stop.

 

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fengshou 说：dreaming

 

dexin 说：混不好我就不回来啦

 

tianyi是零度角小王子，菜鸟是中袋小王子，PP是小白兔小王子

 

... to be continued

 

 

撇下疲惫的身体，倒在床上的我，发觉自己一点倦意没有，一大堆的email，一大堆的衣服，把这一大堆的事儿丢一边，想在这写点东西先

 

很少记录自己的旅行，也许因为这次的路程实在太长，给我太多时间胡思乱想。到处玩而就不多说了，sao paulo实在是个business centre，要玩儿还是要去 rio。所以说说吃的吧，4大名吃，BBQ，Fisheraldo，Pizza，Cachaca。

 

BBQ 巴西烤肉呗，太有名了；Fisheraldo 是一种特别熬得卤汁一类的汤，可以放 黑豆，猪脊，猪杂，等等一起炖；Pizza在这的评价是，better than any italian one，我吃pizza不多，但是尝了这里的salmon之后，入口即化，i love it，这里的人超级喜欢吃，一般是周五周六，普通家庭每周至少吃一次，在 sao paulo 据说平均每几百人就有一家 pizza restaurant；cachaca 是这里的国酒，从 sugarcane 酿出来的，可以和 Lime 一起配成 caipirinha。

 

之后说说巴西的人。女人我不说了，我们的联系人 alexandre，小名 ale，是个工作认真，热情好客的人。他说得一些话让我很思考，男人一生要拥有三种东西，to have a family, to have a religion, to have a good job, which i think 我现在还都无法拥有。 男人一生中要做三件事，to plant a tree, to have a daughter or son, to write a book, which 我似乎只做了第一件，我想要做第二件，我一定会做第三件。

 

不得不提那里的天气，You will see 4 seasons in one day. 天气不算太热，20+度，几乎每天都下雨，晚上有很爽的 cool wind, my favorite，‘很想和你再去吹吹风，去吹吹风’。

 

回程路上，发现 frankfurt 的天好蓝好蓝，每一架航班都在天空划出自己的轨迹，好像一幅画一样。买的 cachaca 因为非欧盟区购物被海关卡了，费了大劲儿才 check-in。10hr 的transit，看到 china 1-1 deutsch，对国足又有了点幻想。机上看 ben affleck & jennifer aniston 的 ‘he's juz not that into u’，如妈妈看戏一般，身边总放着 tissue box，觉得自己可以付出，却没有人愿意接收。同学的孩子都6个月了，我觉得自己的肚子似乎大了一点，不，我确定，自己的肚子大了一点。回来吃斋吃一个月~

 

一路的喜怒哀乐，心情也像孩子一般变来变去，我还是相信一切都是守恒的，帮在国内相亲的 得新 喊一句“欢迎来到 ‘香喷喷，我爱吃猪脚’节目现场，i love u”~

 

本来以为这篇能写得惊心动魄，犹如我当时的切身感受一般，到头来还是流水帐 ...

 

 

一阵鼓声响起，“希望就在前方~ ”

“喜欢你，没道理~ 欢迎来到 -我爱记歌词- 节目现场”。

 

音乐是种神秘的东西，能治愈伤口，能治疗疾病。在心情不好的时候，哼哼两句，顿时畅快起来。然而有时唱着唱着，又把自己陷阱去了

 

听别人为你而唱，也是一件幸福的事。己所不欲，勿施于人，反之，我给你的东西，也是我想得到的

 

所有的事都是猜测，还是不敢去证明，因为害怕被证明自己是错的，已经被证明自己是错了。

 

那些了解我的人，马上就知道我想告诉他们什么。很多时候我的短信没什么意义，只是想收到你的回复而已。i am such a weird person

 

然后，打球伤到右手无名指了，第二指节，肿得厉害。

 

最早是从 anna 那里听来这句话的。貌似很平常的一个道理，越想越觉得很深奥

 

这个 space 开了多久了？从最开始的交友平台，变成现在的心情密封室。偶然发现居然还有人关顾，竟然激动了一阵子。能做成一个传记不？老了之后再来回首年少时的天真，也许会博自己会心一笑。至于校内，开心，facebook 等等，不必了，即使 天翼 通过这些种种的渠道教到好友的事实摆在眼前，我要的只是一本关于自己的回忆录而已

 

半夜对这电脑，毫无睡意，开着足球篮球一点也不想看，磨到5点终于躺下，脑子里还想着．．．一早９点竟然自然醒，这也习惯成自然了？

 

qq 一群人加我好友，我一句话也不想和他们说，msn 上看着你们 busy, away的，想说话却开不了口。好不容易下定的决心，做了之后又后悔了，我讨厌自己这样，做事没有霸气，患得患失，其实什么也得不到，什么也失不去，因为什么也没有

 

好不容易往外跑一趟，楼下的空气新鲜多了。忙活了2，3个小时，弄了几碗bibimbap，可惜没有酱阿，没有酱！凑合着吃了，算是周末作了点事，要不就变宅男了。话说开始找房子了要，天下没有不散的筵席，5个人竟然要东南西北的住。还有2个月，珍惜一下，就像他们说的，this could probably be the best time of my life.

 

这次心情不错，不像之前总在这里撒着怨气，心情好人也精神，该睡了~ 哈哈，你也早点睡吧，晚安